Do You Perceive Yourself Accurately?
If you’ve ever sought out counseling, or been around people in the mental health field, you’ve likely heard of Cognitive Behavioral Therapy (CBT). If not, no worries. It’s not necessary to know about it to grasp the subject of this blog.
In general, Cognitive Behavioral Therapy focuses on people’s thoughts, and how thoughts and thought processes influence their emotions and sense of what’s real.Actually, the whole subject of thoughts is quite popular today and there is a lot of self-help literature out there that talks about how our thoughts interact with what happens to us, how we perceive things, and how we feel.
It’s a big subject, but for today, I want to talk about something called cognitive distortion. It’s a simple idea, and understanding it can help you correct thought patterns and tendencies that don’t serve you well.
Let’s start with an example.
Joni is a young woman who’s been married for over 10 years and has two young children. She works full-time and her husband is a stay at home dad. He takes care of the kids, and does the cooking and some of the housework.
Joni has a high-pressured job and she’s responsible for bringing in all the money to care for the family. She feels that her husband is easy going, extremely bright, motivated, socially accomplished, and great with the kids. He plays with them and they love to be around him. He’s patient and happy “all the time.”
Conversely, Joni sees herself as impatient, irritable, impatient with the kids, overwhelmed, easily distressed, and in general, not as emotionally together as her husband. She compares herself to him often, and just as often comes up lacking.
As I have gotten to know Joni, it’s clear that she’s quite intelligent, very accomplished on the job, and is still the primary person in her toddler’s life. She also does a great deal of housekeeping in addition to being a full-time mom while having a career. The financial responsibilities all fall on her, and she has no time for herself.
Joni’s view in this situation is a perfect example of cognitive distortion. She’s overvalued her husband’s role and contributions while undervaluing hers. Her husband may be all that she perceives, but her perception of herself is clearly off. Her expectations of herself are also unrealistic, which leave her with feelings of inadequacy, a lack of self-worth, sadness and anxiety.
The more she ruminates about it, the worse she feels, and the more she has repetitive negative thoughts about herself.
Cognitive Distortion Defined
You already have a pretty good idea what cognitive distortion means, but to be exact,
“Cognitive distortion” refers to thoughts and perceptions that are inaccurate, and that reinforce negative feelings, usually about ourselves.
Where do they come from?
Most often, cognitive distortions go hand in hand with patterns from our history.
In Joni’s case, she grew up with a very critical mother whom she could rarely please. Even when she was successful at something, her mother diminished or dismissed the achievement.
Joni also was regularly challenged with expectations that far exceeded her developmental age and were impossible to reach, which served to reinforce her sense of failure.
As an adult, those reactions are still in place even though the circumstances are different. She is in fact very successful at work, is a good provider, a good mother, and is able to juggle many tasks at once. The fact that it’s difficult for her or that she’s impatient at times makes perfect sense.
I would also believe she overvalues her husband’s contributions and characteristics. He’s quite wonderful with the children, but also has difficulty with organization, tracking the finances, keeping the house together, and in general focusing on one thing at a time. He’s quite creative and imaginative while also being very distracted.
The bottom line is that both Joni and her husband have strengths that contribute to their household, their children and family, and living.
Once Joni was able to put in perspective the facts of the situation, she could appreciate her contributions and unique assets as well as her husband’s, and her anxiety and sadness lifted.
She also was able to trace her patterns of cognitive distortion back to her history.
Now when she begins to think in distorted patterns, she can catch herself and stand back and take a look at the reality of what she’s thinking, which in turn changes her feelings.
So, the next time you find yourself listing your deficits, stop and take an objective look at the validity of what you’re thinking.
It’s great to be able to look at things that need work or need to change, but it’s equally important to make sure you aren’t in the habit of bashing yourself in comparison to others, and distorting what’s actually true.
If you’d like to know more about cognitive distortions, you might enjoy this list posted on the Psychology Today website.
A few years ago, I came across a blog article 20 Characteristics of a Mature Adult. I found it to be very useful as a self assessment tool and development guide. I thought you were the author, but have not been able to locate it the last few years, my “search” skills are not “the best”.
Nonetheless, Thank you for “who you are” and for offering so much useful “work” for readers.
Hi John! I did write an article called The 20 Characteristics of Emotionally Healthy People, but I don’t think that was the one you’re looking for. I appreciate your comments. Thank you!